He Had to Break Me to Bless Me: My Journey of Restoration

Have you ever asked, "God, why me?"

Christians often share of the goodness of God, his grace, his mercy, his sacrifice, and his unconditional love. When they share the trials and tribulations they experience, they share as if their faith and belief in God were unwavering.

Often, Christians lack transparency; they suppress the truth of their spiritual struggles when sharing with others their relationship with God.

He Had to Break Me to Bless Me is about the personal journey of a Christian woman that lost her faith and belief in God following personal tragedies in her life. She questioned why she had to endure such pain and heartache. Where was God in the midst of her suffering? Why did God allow bad things to happen to good people?

During the darkest times in her life, she was angry with God and felt as if God had robbed and cheated her, leaving her lonely and abandoned.

Each chapter uncovers her emotional journey from being lost to being restored. Through her journey, she explores and exposes how the question of "God, why me?" is answered; while challenging believers to engage in a personal inventory of their preparedness to enter the kingdom of God. She introduces nonbelievers to Jesus Christ by sharing her testimony of spiritual immaturity to spiritual wholeness.

From her personal journey of restoration, individuals will gain an understanding that there is a blessing in all trials and tribulations. All that is endured in life is according to God's divine purpose and plan for your life. After reading this book, you will have renewed faith and hope, realizing that God must break you to bless you and the blessing is for you to glorify God.


--Ashley Magee Madry

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